Finding yourself in a predicament where men only want casual sex from you is indicative of who you keep choosing to date.
Sadly, you keep dating the same type of men.
Believing this is all predestination traps you into a mindset of victimhood, which compels you into not taking responsibility for who you choose to date.
The men you choose to date are within your control.
The best friend who has had your back through thick and thin has been such an anchor.
So much so that you are almost in disbelief that your mind is flirting with the idea of whether he has secretly been the right partner for you all along.
Throughout your friendship with him, you have been diligent in maintaining a platonic vibe.
She has exhibited a number of gestures triggering thoughts in you about the likelihood she likes you.
Whenever she sees you, she is energetic in how she greets you.
Conversations with her are engaging, as she has often asked about your weekend plans and given you hers.
Not to mention, she fiercely laughs at the jokes you crack and doesn’t seem to be concerned about standing physically close to you during these conversations.