I have never been with another girl I’m 20 and I have met her a year ago. We met online and lived in the same place things started physical, then she grew on me. I feel guilt, because I have thought about what it would be like to be with other women. And the thought to leave her keeps popping up in my mind, the only thing is I was miserable before her. And without her I would be miserable again we get along have couple doubles from time to time. She is a little heavier than I am. I weigh like 125 she is like 170. That has bothered me before and the relationship goes so much furthur than physical appearances for me. She accepts my flaws and strengths and I accept hers. I just feel really guilty for thinking if leaving her many people have told me to leave her and alot more have told me the statistics of my first love being my last is astronomical I feel like I have alot of negative reinforcement and. I really don’t want to leave her or hurt her in anyway please help.
I think you need to really think about this. Being honest with yourself And how you feel with this relationship. At the end of the day, you can’t rely on other people’s opinions, you need to rely on our own opinion and judgement since you are the one experiencing it.
To me the case seems to be you are in a dilemma. She has helped you not be miserable but you are thinking of other woman and you aren’t sure what to do. You have got to be truthful in yourself and think what is the right thing to do. It’s no good being in a relationship if you are feeling guilty inside. You have to make a decision. Think wisely