Girl who was together with my friend that had been in a long relationship and being abused.
Got fed up started to contact / chase me for almost 4 months.
I caved in(My mistake)
They broke up and we hang out for almost 2 months when she suddenly went MIA one day and told me she had to focus on herself.
5 months later today of no contact and she’s back with her abusive boyfriend.
Question is, I can’t let go of this girl who I know for a fact it’s over and that I didn’t mean shit to her.
I was the best of myself to her but she left me like old rags.
Why is this, I am so stupid for ignoring all the red flags yet I can’t stop blaming myself…
Did I really mean that little?
Was I just a cusion for her?
I didn’t get a real closure for her but her actions speaks louder than words.