Im 27 and shes 46-47, basically she started talking to me earlier this year while i taking my dog for walks, she asks my name etc and the usual small talk etc, she says i dress i dress nice etc, she seemed quite keen etc(she was prob just being freindly tho)
Fast forward tho a few weeks now and im completely infatuated with her now, i ask for her number to see if she wants to go out sometime and she says yes, after this i pretty much screw up and tell her how i feel too fast, because i havent got a lot of social skills and i only had one girlfriend before this and she asked me out. She didnt seem to be the same afterwards, i can understand a bit now, i prob freaked her out.
Sometimes when i see her now she can be cold and says hello but does not look at me, but sometimes a couple of days later she talks to like nothing has happened and is quite freindly.
This makes me think of her constantly for days afterwards, i also think of her a lot in a sexual manner. I need to find a way how i can stop feeling this way because my ideal of her in my head is not the same person as in reality, i realise nothing is gonna happen but i cant stop the way i feel about her.