i was introduced to a girl. we dated 3 months, a lot!. she is 37, i am 50. we made love. she once in a while lets “I love you slip” she is an artist type a pro singer on Broadway. I can feel it. She does love me and me her. I think its my insecurity, but she goes to these events with men. It seems weird to me. I don’t go to dinners with women. She is loyal. Always calls me when home. sends me emoiji. she does everything right. doesn’t admit we are committed. all our friends push her to kiss me in public. She does. It is rare for a Chinese girl to do public affection, but she is all over me. I love it. The more I write. The more I think this is me. I can’t explain why I feel like this?