Thanks for the advice lola. One of my closest girlfriends even told me that this girl “isnt grown. She may look grown, but shes still acting like a little girl playing games”. And my aunt also told me “the dogs that bark the loudest never bite”. I just cant get over havijg touched her even if it was just one hand on her thigh and then a finger under her chin to try and kiss her. I feel like a monster. Moreso because i actaully like her, not just because i find her really hot, obviously, but she holds serious convos about real wolrd issues and is just chill. That was a turning point in my life in terms of dating. Im never making that mistake again