Letting that sink in. It makes me feel kind of down-to-earth which I’m lowkey digging. Hope I can be like this for the long run. I have to say, there was a part of me that knew he didn’t like me, he’s treated me in a way that a guy who likes you wouldn’t do or he was just frustrated at me for giving him attention above the others in our team. I didn’t accept things for what they were *sighiiiing* I’m terribly bad at ignoring my instincts, my imagination didn’t help. You know, after reading what you said my mind started to doubt what I thought I knew or fancied and also my other colleague who I think he likes came to mind.
When I think back, one thing I didn’t like was sometimes I couldn’t be myself around my crush. I don’t know why. What can a girl like myself do to be herself around someone she likes?